I get a funny feeling,
it comes from deep inside.
I get all mad and angry,
wanting to go and hide.

My doctor calls it depression,
my dad says it’s just me.
But the thoughts and feelings,
no one will ever be able to see.

Some say I’m psycho,
some say I’m just weird.
It’s like I’m a different person,
and the old me just disappeared.

I get really edgy,
I want to commit suicide real bad.
Then I get a headache,
followed by feeling sad.

I wish I could get help,
I wish it would go away.
Maybe if I keep praying real hard,
it will some day.

About Emmanuel Muema

Hi, I'm Emmanuel Muema, a blogger and a huge Lil Wayne's music quite a lot. Find me on Twitter, Instagram and Facebook.

Posted on April 18, 2015, in POEMS. Bookmark the permalink. 4 Comments.

  1. You know what? I used to feel like this too. I wish I had read this when I was feeling how you are now, it would have helped me feel less alone! Like you, the doctors diagnosed it as depression and tried to get me on anti-depression. It could be a hormone imbalance, sugars in our food.. I got some blood tests done at the doc’s and found out that I had an underactive thyroid which can give you depression & anxiety. Sometimes it can be how you feel within your family and friend life. There is so much more to life, this is just a small part. Hang in there. As life changes you will see there are plenty of adventures ahead. Stay true to you!


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